Yikes!

Last night I was going through a bunch of pictures I had forgotten about. A lot of those were my Hawaii pictures. I went with Kristi and her family, I was sick for half the trip, but still it was a blast. You can't be sick in any better place than Hawaii, right?

It's hard for me to say how much I weighed when I was there, but it was somewhere around 200-205. YIKES! No one wants to be a fat kid in Hawaii. Since I was sick when I got home, I weighed about 195 in the buff. This is the only picture that has truly made me cringe in a long time. When I look in the mirror I don't see a fat person, I see a very thin 120 lbs high school girl still....it's kind of a shock I suppose. When I look at pictures I don't see a fat kid, I see a chubby face, yeah yeah, but I usually tend to hide my body. That's a little hard to do in Hawaii.

I think this picture is a huge motivator for me. I don't want to continue to look like this EVER again.

And on that note, I suppose I'm off to the gym, but for the record I'd rather snuggle and take a nap with Lilly!